Tuesday, July 28, 2009
this morn, N.I.Q. woke up before i cld go to werk. sobbing & probably asking fr her milk (i m not sure wat time i fed her cause i was sleepy @ tht time). but i couldn't give it to her as i was rushing off to werk. i felt very bad when i passed her to my fil before rushing out.
i still feel bad that i had to go to werk & leave her esp since she stopped crying once i picked her up to pass her to my fil, it was hard. but.... *sigh* that's the way things are. a few sacrifices in order to ensure that she has a wonderful life ahead of her.
tdy @ werk however, i will b in the junior lib. hehe... i liked werking in the junior lib, so i m lookin' forward to spending a few days here.. but i m still counting the hours, so tht i can go back to my lil gerl.
when will this stop? the feeling of not wanting to go to werk cause i don't want to leave my lil girl? & i wonder if it will never go away...
ShahzEffah
