Friday, July 31, 2009
back to werk after 1 day emergency leave. was dwn with flu yest. in fact i m still feeling the after effects of the darned flu. no more sniffles mind you, but the pounding headache still lingers. shld have brought the headache medication. i sorely need it nw..
N.I.Q. was in a mood last night. she didn't wanna go to bed! *sigh* so i had a 1 sided conversation with my darling daughter, asking her to go to sleep cause I needed my sleep.
me: N.I.Q., sleep lah. ibu needs to go to werk tomorrow morning.
N.I.Q.: *smiles sleepily* gah....
me: sleep lah sayang. ayah is at werk. he'll come back tomorrow okay.
N.I.Q.: gurgles *punches her hands in the air*
(this is either her saying "yeay yeay tomorrow i get to see ayah" orrr "yeay yeay ayah not around & i get to 'bully' ibu by not letting her sleep" i have a strong feeling that it's the former.)
me: sleep eh. (by this time around, i was practically begging her)
N.I.Q.: nnnggeeehhh
*sigh* i take tht as NO! bleargh. what was i supposed to do? ground her? she's only 2 mths old.
in the end, she finally fell asleep whn my mum massaged her calves & i patted her to sleep. *phew* finally! after doing some last minute stuffs, i too fell asleep. my baby girl tucked neatly against my chest. *sigh*
ShahzEffah
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
this morn, N.I.Q. woke up before i cld go to werk. sobbing & probably asking fr her milk (i m not sure wat time i fed her cause i was sleepy @ tht time). but i couldn't give it to her as i was rushing off to werk. i felt very bad when i passed her to my fil before rushing out.
i still feel bad that i had to go to werk & leave her esp since she stopped crying once i picked her up to pass her to my fil, it was hard. but.... *sigh* that's the way things are. a few sacrifices in order to ensure that she has a wonderful life ahead of her.
tdy @ werk however, i will b in the junior lib. hehe... i liked werking in the junior lib, so i m lookin' forward to spending a few days here.. but i m still counting the hours, so tht i can go back to my lil gerl.
when will this stop? the feeling of not wanting to go to werk cause i don't want to leave my lil girl? & i wonder if it will never go away...
ShahzEffah
Monday, July 27, 2009
tdy was my 1st day back @ werk & boy didn't i want to leave N.I.Q. i felt totally depressed whn i kissed her goodbye; esp seeing how deeply asleep she was & knwing tht i wnt be there whn she wakes up this morn.
it was all i could do to walk out of the rm & nt lk back cause i knew if i did i wld probably cry. & i did tear up a lil bit before i boarded the hub's bike (he was sending me to the mrt stn before going to werk).
thro' out the whole day back @ werk, i kept thinking of what she was doing. was she crying? has she eaten? did she hav any wind? all sorts of things ran thro' my mind bt i resisted calling the mil. didn't want her to feel like i didn't trust her you see. but in the end i relented & called her to ask her how N.I.Q. was doing.
my mil told me tht N.I.Q. was doing fine & tht she slept the whole day away. i rushed hm yest, only makin' a pitstop to pay my bills. the moment i wlked past my mil's room where N.I.Q. was sleeping, she woke up.
it felt good to know that my daughter knows tht i m back, makes me feel like she had been waiting fr me. & how i missed her.. i hogged her for an hour in my room refusing to let even the hubs to take her. he knew tht i missed N.I.Q.; so he relented giving me that hour.
ShahzEffah
Sunday, July 26, 2009
the hubs came back frm his trip to negeri sembilan w his colleagues last night. about darn time. although it was only for 2 days... it was a looonggg 2 days fr me.
hubs left @ 9.30 am on friday morn n i was super bored the moment he left the house so whn the parents suggested us gg to vivo i agreed. we were out of the house by 4pm with N.I.Q. in tow. Had a late lunch @ Secret Recipe where N.I.Q. was the focus of attention of even the staff there.
she seemed to enjoy the trip. cooing every chance she got. i even got myself a cute top frm Forever21. now all i have to do is figure out where to wear it to.. hrmm....
i was struck by boredom the moment we stepped bck into our hm. plus i was sorely missing the hubs. to elevate the boredom i resorted to reading romance novels.
*sigh* you can only find those types of guys in the novels. super handsome, super romantic, rich & humble @ the same time. *swoon* was so absorbed in it that i could finish it within 1 day.
on saturday though, i decided to reorganise N.I.Q.'s wardrobe & pick out what clothes tht were to be placed in the in-lawies plc.
syg.. nxt time u wanna go on a trip go w all of us lah... i super bored @ hm alone lah...
ShahzEffah
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
i figured tht it was time fr a new bloggie addie. so here we r in our new virtual home.. & here i m posting in the wee hours of the morn cause i m super excited over it & also cause i m too freaked out over a cockroach to sleep.
& the story abt the cockroach starts @ 9.45 am yest morn whn i hear the buzzing sound of workers fogging the flat. they were smoking out the pests & hubby told me tht there were cockroaches @ the void-deck whn he came back frm the shop. silly me, i thought tht they cockroaches will never climb up to our plc. hah! woman u live in the 2nd storey...
so there i was a few hours ago... reading blogs & basically taking a bit of time fr meself whilst the little one dozes whn suddenly i feel a tingly sensation on my knee. whn i look dwn.. lo & behold...there it was. a huuuugeee cockroach perched there... almost hyperventilating i swiped it with the newspaper which was right beside me. it escaped under the chair... & i started squeaking, calling out to my SIL askin' her for the sheltox. if i were @ my mum's i'd probably be screaming on the top of my lungs... but must save face. heh.
neways, my MIL responded & saw me perched on my bed looking terrified. whn she asked me why i wasn't asleep yet (seeing as it was almost midnight), i managed to squeak tht there was a cockroach. FIL came to the rescue with the sheltox & the broom & managed to kill the offending creature in 3 mins flat. Yippie!
but i m not asleep yet. cause i m still freaked out by the incident. it doesn't help tht hubby is nt back frm werk yet. *sob* i hav visions of dozens of cockroaches crawling up both me & lil N.I.Q.'s bdy. *shudder*
ShahzEffah
